12 dpiui

Well its 12 days past my IUI... I am so scared to test, but I will test on Sunday morning. This holding pattern kind of sucks, and I am so very anxious.

Anyways, I finished my 80 hours yesterday, so I took today off to be with Brian. We are going to a friends PJ party tomorrow, and then Brian is having his first freelance studio photo shoot on Sunday before the Super Bowl. Oh some of you may not know, my husband is an incredible photographer, I am really in awe of his abilities.

Anyways, sorry this is so short, I am trying to keep my mind off of testing, which is kinda easy since the only test I have in the house are OPKs.

Love to all, and all of us will know by the end of this weekend whether or not this cycle worked.

8 days of shots down...

Well I go in tomorrow for another follie check after two more nights of injections. This should be interesting, I am going to be a realist. I am really hoping for a thicker lining(just any amount thicker), and for reasonable growth on each of my follicles, I would really like 3 mm each, but I don't know if that is going to happen, but I am going to hope for it.

I wanted to thank those of you who have been reading my blog. It has been incredibly wonderful knowing that I have a group of women out there (some who know me, and some who don't) that give me strength even when I don't feel like I have hope anymore. It means more than you know.

Well, on to a happy note. I am not one of those IF women who can't be around babies, in fact I crave my friends children. I love holding them, and playing with them. If even for just a moment, I can pretend that it is my child, and I feel happy. I love children, and they hav made me incredibly happy lately. So for those of you who have shared your beautiful children with me lately, please know how incredibly grateful I am for that. Make sure to hug and kiss your little ones tonight, and be incredibly thankful for what you have. I know my time will come and DH and I will be able to share our little one with you all.